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Sometimes, it’s easy. You walk in the door
and it all falls out. Touch me
if you know what I’m talking about.
We have clean sheets. You’ll be glad
in the morning. Slick and crisp,
like when you were a child
and your grandmother ironed them white.
This is my body. Reach out. Here it is.
But not much longer.
~t.t.t.
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What a lovely day!
Today I met the famous Mike Lipsey in San Rafael, California.
If you like his work, I want you to know he has two, maybe three, books available for purchase from Lost Coast Press
Here is his tumblr blog: http://stoicmike.tumblr.com/
If you like his work you might want to check out http://ithoughtso.net/
Before meeting Mr. Lipsey, I lunched at Sol Food, a Puerto Rican restaurant [in downtown San Rafael] with the popular DJ Incrowd.
In the evening, I met Joe Asaro, owner of Dolores Corner, the only bar on San Francisco’s historic Dolores Street. I first met Joe, an intriguing man, and his beautiful wife Kelly, years ago on a ship rounding Cape Horn.
Questions about San Francisco?
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Good-morning Granada!
The rooster’s morning song
wakes the dirt in my doorway
pulls sunshine through my window
and shits on my tile floor
like he owns this hovel and I
only visit from time to time.
~t.t.t.
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San Francisco is a city of beautiful women and intriguing men. Unless you are in the Castro, in which case it is quite the opposite.
t.t.t. -
The winds deter me.
They push sound around the corners
of this million dollar slice of city
they whoop and moan songs of ocean
hitting land, slapping silly boxes built
by men, as if humans make no difference,
smacking this house, whipping my awareness
when I walk down Church Street
toward the trolley that wobbles in wind.
These winds will last longer
than humans will remember.
~t.t.t.
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San Francisco
The Whole Foods woman, on 24th Street
between Church and Castro
young and pretty, wide as a hoop skirt,
says, with brown cleavage and wink
“You come see me again, okay?” and
I say, yes, of course, because red
lipstick fits her lips and I am old
and pretend that I am important
in her city life.
~t.t.t.
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the morning sun’s
young blonde woman
(butch in back
femme in front)
smokes cigarettes
drinks coffee neat
from a hand painted mug
the size of America
and scans the universe
in her palm.t.t.t. [first day in San Francisco] -
I am not attracted to brusqueness or sarcasm. But then, I don’t know anyone who is,
Sayings of Te Toh -
Fear of affection will rob you of the intimacy that will heal you. It will keep you strong , tough, independent. You will believe these characteristics protect you, keep you from harm. But they will rob you of deep intimacy and trust and—ultimately—love.
Sayings of Te Toh -
The opposite of love is not hate, but fear. Gerald Jampolsky taught me that. Fear is larger than hate because it does all the damage hate does, plus much more.
Sayings of Te Toh -
Being honestly affectionate is not a sign of weakness. On the contrary, only the confidently secure can genuinely express it with ease.
Sayings of Te Toh -
Some people see treating people with decency and respect as ‘cloying and needy’. I am not of them.
Sayings of Te Toh -
My gratitude, please take
my gratitude for the days you wore an orange sarong
and nothing else, for mixed drinks without umbrellas,
for pretending we had a future on Portuguese
shores, for reading my manuscript and laughing
in all the right places (including the kitchen
when I forgot sister’s name).
My gratitude,
please take my gratitude for saying my name
with such tenderness, for smiling as if we
were in a deep conspiracy, a revolution of love,
and for slipping quietly out the door
instead of saying goodbye in a crowded café.
~t.t.t.
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Honestly. I didn’t know it would last this long. And here it is. Still. My life, you know? Challenges every day. I still need to keep making decisions, choices, actions. Soup or stew. Shoes or slippers. Always moving, presumably forward. Perhaps not. Can you help? Come to me in your sarong and bare feet. Make me feel better.
William Yurman, The Sun Sets -
Kate in April
She aches and her body is shrinking
curled in her morning bed of pain.
Maybe the passing day will awaken her
as it passes over her burning limbs,
maybe the sunshine will invade
the wars that storm inside her
battle the maladies, wet the fires
in her muscles, joints, and bones,
maybe I won’t be afraid of what
happens to her next,
maybe I will be strong enough
to carry her through.
~t.t.t.